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Sunday, March 06, 2005
::1st day of e camp:: went to hm..? okok ar.. assemble same tyime in school then proceed to take our big big luggage haha.. okok ar... to e hall... we ll then spilt into our colour grp... yeah oh.. oops haha.. nth la... sis havent go for debate.. ar.. hahah.. so gt time together... noe.. hmm.. okok.. quite a few lorx.. kkz... la... then 11 smth went to eat lunch in sch canteen.. then... eh.. er.. oh hmm... then proceed back to hjall wait for que to our bus..
in e bus think quite a lot ar... in e bus cheers everywhere ... haha.. its e cls spirit but somehow here is smth nt right.. ya.. hmm.. okok.. we mus really treasure e time we had together..
Reach e camp site,, hmm.. gather in cls .. watever ar.. then split to our various slpin area.. n we ll ve to change into our pe t-shirt n track pant in how minute ar? i forgtt le la.. haha.. kkz la.. get scolded.. l_l"" okok ar.. abt.. haha... nvm..
then split into colour grp again.. auyaya,, sis has gone le.. hm.. okok ar belayin thing nv really hear wat .. i meant pay much attention since i said i nv slp well e prevous nitez....
after e belayin thing is e different station thing..hm.. 1st station is general station.. we ve to say cheer 1st... then gt lay thing , buildin poker card .. so on n so for.. ar... kkz... gt a break in btw... i saw smth ar... don don noe .. y..? tt feelin of.. hmm... seein them... eh.. haiyaya... nvm.. he did nt noe i seein too..
nvm.. i wont b seein again.. haha.. i see sky... e feelin of calm.. e feelin of e ways ahead waiting for me... e feelin of freedom.. okok ar... relax.. it's jus e first stationis more to see.. ar.. hmm..
okok ar.. so this carry on n on e activities ar... then kkz proceed on is rock climbin... weait ar b4 tt see some sec4 jus came.. okok ar.. then they went to rock climbin there too.. "!! n far b4 seein them we did push up ,, coz nv greet teacher or wat ar... okok la watever... okok come back to rock climbin... she chose me .. why ma... !!!!!!! tt physics teacher of mine .. kkz.. b e rope manager then e wat ar.. forgt le ar.. wat e post.. then later i became e climber... sianz.. tell her i scare le ma.. yayaya... i did fall la.. even b4 i cross over e red line.. i only step one then step 2 i fall.. okok ar.. then she came ask me m i afraid of height then i say ya.. then she ask me try again okok ar.. manage to cross over e red line nt really high i noe...watever watever sianz...
ya .. okok .. then ask tt teacher can go take water bottle.. then instead she ask me how far i reached.. did i cros e red line ya ar.. okok.. ar.. bu chuo le.. wat ma.. wat she meant by tt.. nth la.. thinkin too much.. then later she dfinally allowed me n my frenz take water bottle.. okok.. i saw some1 at e low element thing there,, watvere la...then went back to e rock climin are see clud.. chat chat lorx... camera..."""! i did smth silly sia.. n i did smth worn.. i shldnt ve move.. watever watever... i still prefer seeinb my sky la .. okok.. saw quite a few frenz fro e high element there .. they then went passed me so went forward shake hand .. haha.. silly la.. wuliao. but ... nth... haha...
okok la.. watever sianz.. finally dinner time.. e food eh.... nv eat much.. when we r eatin a bettle? eh,, aiyaya.. soimethin drop into my frenz rice... aiyaya... hmm.. then everyone start becomin conscious abt anythin droppin scarin their ownself.. includin me,. haha.. okok.. ate a few spoonful... i already feel lik throwin them out.. haha.... watever ..
later after eatin.. my frenz n i went out toe .. hmm.. outside e canteen jiu dui le la.. haha.... see star haha. many ar,, .. nt soon later ew debate ppl came... we wen there welcome there.. i go find sis .. haha.. then she told me there is more star at china.. one day mus go see ar.. heez.. okok ar.. later.. brin amy n zhi jun to sleepn area... aiyaya,, haiz,,, coz is dark,, i trip over e platform includin amy ar.. n hurt our knee cap.. sia.. nvm.. still manage to walk la.. hmm...
okok.. finally cls grpin.. heez.. i prefer cls de.. ya.. really ar.. haha.. first thing is yamashita for my cls 3/7 n 3/9.. okok.. wat i it abt chinese japanese spies n chips thing lorx.. e cls who has e most chip won...
okok ar.. scolded .. hmm.. watver.. eh.. a... er.. e person who flash e canera,, whoever la lorx.. i don even noe who ... bu tsince he snapped it so.. assumed tt.. eh.. nth.. nt goin to say anythin la.. i goin blind le.. la.. i cnt see.. don wan fall again..
okok ar.. e situation chaotic.. haha.. i don ve chips... gt la 2. haha.. kkz la.. chi ma.. ke lian... later is rehearsal.. n tt;s when e boys n girls conflict broke put.. the boys ver dad in e cheer,, kept findin reason for nt doin e cheer lud kik later no voice.. one time only ma do it well n ur can save ur voice.. haiz. watever it really broke ms yeo heart ba.. be tt after e rehearsal they tell us to assemble n then dismissed us to slp ar.. then there is a drill .. aiyaya... then some pro la.. then my leg hurt still push up.. haiyyaa. then e cam.. aiyaya,, this oso take.. my fenz then say feel lik..haiz.. nth ar.. don wan anythin to happen le.. okok ar.. then later we ll ve our supper while ms yeo cal us to gather n scolded us n cry too..
SORRY ms yeo.. I reall y feel our cls disappoint her... we ll do our best united together e nx day followin activites we ll... we ll nt disappoint her againn....!! t's wat i m thinkin .. watever tt nitez i did cry feelin sour really sour.. watever e puff feel so bland tastless no appetite jus wanna go back write journal.. n do some reflection... watever ar... later we decide to wrote e journal in e mornin when we woke up.. okok nv sleep... so many strange soung n so hot.. haiyaya.. NITEZ... for tt day...
::2nd day of camp:: hmm.. woke up at 5 smth ar.. cnt slp well.. ar sob... kkz.. ar... sti ll can take it.. hmm.. 1st activities nitro-tyre... hmm.. divide into 2 team.. uh.. 1 2 12 12... so since my sis beside me so diff team ar.. kkz ar.. e swingin one... haha.. rather scare ar.. since b4 my turn some1 fell so badly n then cant sit le.. o o o o... aiayyaa... i rather scared... in total we failed 2 time .. i try 2 time too... okok ar.. kkz ar.. don wan fall down ar.. sob.. kkz ar.. later still manage behind me is peizhen in front of me gt ting yong... n he ar.. lost 1 leg. so ve only one leg ar.. as more ppl.. peizhen hold on me tighter then hold on to ting yong.. i ne hold on to pz ar.. haha.. finally over... le.. yoz...
then now we change team le... tt one ne nv play ar.. haha.. hold flag .. i can do nth oso... haha.. hummin song bah.. see e sea so clear sia.. e sky so beautiful with cloud in cluster tt day..
2nd station is e abseilin n wat ar.. don noe la.. there jiu dui le.. yayaya.. hmm... i nv play guess wat? falll again.. ar.. hurt my hand this time round n e same kneecap.. aiyaya.. hmm.. bai chi leh... jus bcoz i wanna go hmm.. then i er er.... so fall fall ... don get it ar? nvm ar.. haha... kkz ar.. sit there sit there... sis gt go up ar.. then down.... i mean lik rock climbin fro up go down ar.. watever la.. so scary.. i noe i ll faint 1st ar. haha.. kkz ar.. another one more lik outdoor arcade.. so high go down...
anywya nt long after finally dinner le ar.. so tired sleep on e table with sis while waiting for dinner then saw him.. eh? who ar.? forget le la. haha. nth la.. then i purposely stack e helmet de lorx.. who noe ll he suddenly take pic.. "!!! okok ar.. over sensitive le ar..
then later he went away.. lorx... aiyaya.. then come back again n out again .. watever then disapper to nowhere .. anyway finally get to eat.. haha,, ya ar.. nearly forget breakfast i eat 2 banana jus bcoz i m so hungry n e rice er of some reason nv finished ar.. hmm.. kkz ar. nx station is hmm low element.. jus beside e abseilin station only lorx.. break into grp again nt with sis ar... okok ar.. 1st is walkin e big big tree branch ar.. nt really branch bah ar.. nvm.. ar.. haha.. then nx is e somethin lik climb over eh.. don noe how to say .. but..
aiyaya then.. hmm.. "Why he back again ma...." aiyaya.. sit there hmm.. noe he goin to take photo again... hmm.. er.. i don dare climb up coz i think i ll nv make it ar.. haha,,, perhaps mus really believe bah .. anyway.. till now still don believe i did.. hmm.. he take he didnt ar.. who noe... somehow don remeber clearly when he did take n giv tt evil smile somemore sia.. haha. kiddin la.. anyway ar. think is when spiderweb there bah. forget le ..
anyway.. play b4 so nv heard much what she sayin i mean e teacher.. er.. yaya.. some cross over le .. er.. anyway don quite remember when he went off le.. or perhap i though he did when he was at e hmm e top takin pic.. er.. i still nt over i still havent e over e other side lorx... okok 1st try i failed as i so tense up.. thx who ar.. /? hmm.. don noe ar. lorx.. 2nd try somehow manage to make it.. okok so sianz.. tt's all at e station.. wat i did? e 1st minute i went over.. i look up.. he really did disappear now .. i was so angry sia lorx.. hmm.. somehow is a mixture of... hnnn.. don noe a... feel as though he broke this promise tt time.. anyway go talk to god sis.. still behavin ne? unnaturally .. somehow i m..
nx station.. regardless of wat i m nt goin... nt goin to climb tt tall tall thing... uh? sob... anyway i didnt play at all.. nt bein a rope manager supporter watsoever.. sis ar? she did finally talk into playin by tt "music" .. haha.. yue ying ar.. somehow a frenz so funny get stuck somehow n bein snapped...
lastly finally.. orientatin sis sis yoz,,, finally same team.. hmm.. ya... geo student only one so tt leader pass me e board ... so is as though i leadin.. er.. so wat ma.. 1st station ok la.. get pump .. " coz nt movin in whole grp... n ar 1st station ve to find ms yeo... ya.. anyway finally find her.. n clear e 1st station but 2..? er.. find e clue but nt so lucky.. stuck there so long sit there so long.. still don noe a grp finish ask them but somehow their attitude et... nvm.. haha.. stil stuck then only last min then they tell us... okok.. alright ar... go back ms goh ask us to fill e water to cheer n drink.. no time as we given 1 min.. everybody divide drink... n ar when cheer i didnt drink ar...since i don drink ppl's drink somemore a guy ... okok.. don say ar.. even girl i don. haha.. when ms goh saw my bottle half-filled de .. ask me to drink. i er.. pour it when she nv see ... n tt lkeader offer to help lorx.. watever ar.. i goin to wash e water bottle thoroughly sia...
anyway i did .. n fill it so full tt latyer water parade i feel as if i m goin toi vomit everythin out.. n ar.. straight away dinner... okok ate little and then went to bath..
{PeRfOrMaNcE nItEz -- MeMoRiEs...} pop song.. nearly every cls ... finally our turn so anxious haha .. so anxious tt e hut being knock down every1 of us so tense haha... kkz.. ar.. singin e graduation song a deep feelin.... i jus wanna say .. hey really really ar.. FrEnZ fIrEvEr EvErY FrEnZ.... =)
supper n nitez,,,, gt some say nitez some1 ll come up to our bunk dirty us.. y nt we tied smth trip them.. watsoever.. tt nitez.. so tired tt soon.. i zZzZ...
::3rd day of e camp:: woke up wat time i don noe.. jusa tt when some2 woke m e up.. at e very last ,on... where many already assemble already.. somehow i saw him... watever i still very gong. later .. e situation so tense .. beling blindfolded.. e water so cold somehow of some reason tears started to drop... if tt wat ancestor go thru.. i think nt ar.. it more more of those did tt day.. singapore independence didnt come easy.... ar.. hmm..? eh.. anyway we r so lucky nt born at tt time...
anyway luckily no egg no worm to touch for me...
then later breakfast.. bath.. pack.. clear... n camp break off...
HoMe SwEeT hOmE....
i go LJS ate with aizhi candy .. different cls de frenz n some don noe de... anyway later get home.. dad pulled me out to IMM.. to see design for e new hse... anyway i fall asleep right on e table while they all talk.... slpwalk for quite a few min as i find myself at another floor outside s shop at e nx mim i awake.. though stil blur..
Scribbled at...11:45 PM

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