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Tuesday, February 22, 2005
my tears warm de.. i feel as it dropped.. i was nt prepared afterall... okok.... at least ppl gt 2nd retest but i don ve... where i went wron? i ve no idea... today .. she jus gave me 2 startin notes.. i was rather shaky... my voice ar.. .... watever... she told me stop... halfway in 2nd song.... hmm.. then say i cnt put u in... so on n so for... she then take a plastic water bottle tell me shake... slowly.. for a music piece we singin...
watever watever... after she said i walked to e door la.. of cuz ma.. jus when i wanted to leave... she called me..she shld noe ma.. who can take tt tt words ma .. still cal me.. i walk ed up it's rude... but at least i nv banged e door... ,_, kkz.. i noe she has no choice too but at least tell me where wron ma.. ._."
she told shi jie to console me... ya she did... she did ar... i walked back to cls... n ms yeo inside gt cls gatherin.. but do i care so much i don.. i don ar.. y bother le... my mind empty... i scolded off a guy who came n tell me tt our grp project must redo.. but really sorry.. though i noe he not readin...
my clsmate nearly all noe tt i ve cried bah.. soo fen has been teachin me durin e course .. hey ths alot though i didnt make it.... she cal me ar when she knew i ve finished my audition... i turned but say nth... uh..? sorry ar... "it's ok de ar.. nvm.. de ar.. still gt e shake watever thing de ma.. " abt wat she say i meant wat she meant ar... ThX... [2nd]
okok.. then i walk home with shi jie not really home but e golden village there then we break into different direction.. i asked her where i go offpitch she say e same ma as she sing along with me durin audition.... i menat for some part i ask her ar... watever this comment served as only consolence.. but thx afterall .. first to see me cry.... n thx too for consolin me there's still a chanceon fri ar.. though when i say mdm tang nv say retest for me... i noe u at a loss of word... tryin to say e right word to say .. i understand ar ... thx... [1st to console me]
hmm... i saw yu fan some1 stay near my block... hmmm.... walk home with her.. anway tt time still in tear... she ask me abt test ... then .. i suddenly broke into tear frightened her le.. sorry... and ar thx for consolin me too haha... really thx... [3rd]
reach home around 6... on e way... tears dropped... how many? uuncountable.... many many lik uncountable de star... i reached home shut myself in e room n sob.. for 1 n half or 2 hour.... tt dinner bland no taste... nth.. nth.. nth...... lik water...
ya b4 dinner recieve fro phone... gt sze xia... who cal me ask me abt cls gatherin she heard i cryyin n concole me... sayin if i wanted to retest on fri she can help me de ar... anyway..
thx.... too... she console me b4 soo fen .. wron rankin.. but thx all..
-- Finally 2 senior... console me too.... one is eh... hmm... tt senior lorx.. uh? nth ar jus don wan say e name.. bi jing nx talk to him in real life.. then gt peixia... hmm.. hey thx a lot ar.... though ur tryin hard to console me...
--> tt senior nv talk in real life.. hmm.. done noe wat to say but thx for always there..
Scribbled at...7:42 PM
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